I feel... kind of like I've just done one of the most stupid things in my life.

Something in me knows that it's not really that important, and yes, it's true, I don't really need it since I'm graduating this semester, but still.

People train long and hard for this, people work for this, people fight for this; and I gave mine away.

I don't know why. Sylvia says it was nice of me to do it, but I *know* that I'm not a "nice" person. So I don't know why. I really don't know why.