Papers are due in about two weeks now. And my research process has only just begun to gather steam. Oh well, shall just have to tough it out; I know I've pretty much brought this on myself by being so damn unmotivated and lazy this sem.

But still, things like these make me happy:

1. Baby SMSing me in the morning to say he loves me
2. Clean rugs (after finally sending them down for washing)
3. Petting Nuzzle till he falls asleep in my hand
4. And this song: How Six Songs Collide by Norwegian Recycling

Nicole gave it to me last week and I found a YouTube video just now. 'Tis really a lovely song; it makes me happy. ^_^

Facebook seems more amusing than Friendster.

I'm not on either of them, but I'm sitting here in Qualitative now and Greg's just shown me one of the most amusing things I've seen this whole week.

There's a group in Facebook called "If I Weren't Christian, Chua Beng Huat Would Be My God". Chua Beng Huat being one of the more widely known (and illustrious?) lecturers in the Soci department.

And apparently there's another group called "Why is Daniel Goh so Hawt??" much to Greg's mollification.

Well, on the bright side, at least it shows that the Soci department's a fun place. Lol.


And on another note, methinks someone's screwed up the timer for the corridor lights in my block. When I got back last night after dinner, the corridor lights in my entire block were out; I thought it was a blackout or something, but they didn't come back on in the night. No matter though. But this when I woke up this morning to go wash up before class, I noticed the lights were on in broad daylight. *snicker*

Honours year is killing me slowly. :(

And Gerri has a craving for hot chocolate right now. Maybe when baby and I went out to the supermarket last week, we should've bought Cadbury's hot chocolate too. And there's no need to look at me like that, it's useless; I'm one of the last people in the world who's gonna feel guilty about what they eat.

There isn't gonna be much time before you're too old to eat anything which has too much sugar/ salt/ oil, which is too cold, too spicy, too whatever, so you might as well try everything and look back on it happily later. :)

Wai Xin made me realise that I need a special blend of hot chocolate; a special recipe. So here's mine. Gerri wants hot chocolate just so:


ONE LARGE CUP of hot, creamy chocolate
ADD:
ONE LARGE DOSE of Motivation
TWO SHOTS of Inspiration
SPRINKLE on Happiness

Serve with a plush toy on the side for hours of squishy amusement

Serving suggestion: ideal for rainy days in bed with lots of warm blankets and someone else to share the joy with.


Sigh. I really do want hot choccy right now.

I'm leaving terribly long periods in between blogging nowadays. Very unlike me, I know. Oh well. No time, and what's more I feel completely unmotivated to do ANYTHING.

Not studying, not reading, not researching, not training-- absolutely NOTHING. ARGH.

I need to do reading, I need to get my lecture notes all inked/ printed/ in order, I need to do research for my term papers, I need to get that interview assignment for 4213 done, I need to do research for my ISM (so I can finally define a research question and scope), I need I need I need. AAAARGH.

I need um... a good kick to the head or something which will galvanise me into action, to make me realise that GERRI GODDAMNIT THERE'S ONLY ABOUT TWO WEEKS BEFORE YOUR FIRST TERM PAPER IS DUE!!!!


And even typing that out myself only made my brain just go kinda like: "Ngh. Bleah." Kinda like the brain-equivalent of "rolling over and going back to sleep".

-_-... stupid brain.


I need someone who makes me feel better about being me.