Night study. Haven't stayed back for that in a very long time and I kinda forgot how fun it could be studying in the library.

No, seriously. I"m not kidding.

It's really nice to study there at night. It's quiet and everything, and it helps you concentrate really well.

Pastamania...7-inch Hawaiian Pizza for dinner. Was very nice. I'm adding Pastamania to my list of nice places to eat at. :D

By the way, I think I've really lost it.

I don't understand the poem that I wrote in last Wednesday's entry.

I don't understand it, mainly because I can't remember what the hell I was feeling when I wrote it!

Man... I must be more twisted than I thought if I can't understand myself.... O.o

John has kindly suggested that I have a split personality.

Well, I always knew I wasn't completely sane. This proves it. :P

I've always said that I'm already halfway round the bend, and I'm going to crack before I'm 25. I seriously believe that.

I don't want to live past 30 right now. Life seems too boring after 30.

I was inking last week's Lit lecture notes earlier today, and there was this one point that I scribbled down which the lecturer mentioned.

"Can friendship compete with romantic love?"

Ever watched those cliched movies and read those cliched stories where two best friends like the same person and then they fall out because of it?

I've read a lot of those online, and got tired of them; I never bothered finishing those.

But the question is...disturbing.

If I ever got a boyfriend at some time in the future, I wouldn't want to make him the centre of my life and forget completely about my friends.

And if that's the case, then who should get more attention? The friends? The boyfriend?

And then...there're specific, life (and opinion)-changing events that happen in all our lives. And when I looked at that question today, I think I could finally say "yes".

Yeah, I think friendship and romantic love can co-exist, but probably only in some very rare cases, usually with very understanding partners, I guess.

(Ever notice how much depends on the other party?? This is part of the reason why I believe that people are never really ever sure of exactly what they're getting into when they start a romantic relationship. :P)

Forget the cliched storyline where the two best friends fall out just coz they like the same person.

I've finally seen it happen in real life, and they're still good friends.

Maybe we don't give friendship enough credit. :)