Sunday, March 06, 2005

All right, yes, I've been lazy and haven't posted for um.. *squints at calendar* more than a week. Oh well.

I might decide to catch up with all the back lot or I might not, and just bring it up in more recent posts. I just happen to be rather... bored at the moment after (trying) to study E Lang for the whole day, so here I am, blogging to relieve stress.

Gerri seriously dislikes it when she has too much to do in too little time:

Gerri's list of deadlines/awful dates:

1. 7th March
English Language mid-term
*entertains the silly notion of getting Ivan to do the mid-term for her, since he was an E Lang major-- and abandons it within a second because of its innate stupidity* :P

2. 12th March
NUS Open House-- I'm giving Faculty Tours for about three hours, and the rest of the day, I'll be helping the Archery Sub-Club set up the field for our the NUS Open which we're hosting the next day.

3. 13th March
Archery-- NUS Open
MUST TRAIN HARDER!!! MUST WIN SOMETHING!!!

4. 14th March
Sociology of Deviance group project is DUE!

5. 17th March
Anthropology-- 2nd Reaction Paper due.
Must watch the film and do readings.

6. 18th March
Essay critique for SSA2208 due...

7. 19th March
SSA2208 field trip in the day, and then I'll be playing at my alumni band's concert in the evening.

Sob. Feel like slaughtering myself on the spot just looking at all the stuff which I have to do!!

Does anyone ever notice how they'll promise themselves that they won't slack in the next semester and they'll work really hard and they won't leave everything till the last minute, and EVERY semester, you end up slacking ANYWAY?

Yeah.

Sucks, it does.

I need to do filing too. Crap. I think I'll fit in the reading for my Reaction Paper somewhere next week, so that I can get that out of the way. And it looks like I'll be reading my History notes to sleep for a while.

Argh.... stupid slacker.. ngh.

*drums fingers on keyboard in a bid to control automatic response to slap herself*

Yeah, I can't slap myself anymore. Because Ivan says that he feels "very heart-pain" whenever I engage in my semi-compulsive minor self-abuse.

I do that sometimes, when there're very few people around, and when I start panicking because of stress or a lot of stuff to do or something; I'll start rambling and panicking and then I'll just slap myself or something to make myself just shut up and be quiet and think for a while.

Obviously, more often than not, I end up immediately regretting the hitting the second after I do it, but it does work. It's bad self-adjustment, I know. But it works.

This, coupled with the fact that I am very accident-prone, makes Ivan constantly say that I need to be "locked up in a padded room and kept under 24-hour surveillance and heavily sedated".

-_-...

What kind of life would that be, dear?!

Listening to my techno playlist at the moment; haven't played that in almost a month, I think. FNP Remix of "Poison" just ended (I didn't even realise that it was playing..?!) and "Rave Heaven's" starting.

Anyway, I'm going to get back to my E Lang now, so to leave you all on a brighter note, come for my concert, okie? :)

19th March, at Singapore Polytechnic; tickets are $5. Or so my conductor tells me. So I shall trust him on that. Because I don't know any better, really. All right, I'm off.

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